Big Bad Kakyoin: You're right, Elisa, I didn't have my life taken away from me when I changed because it was already gone! This just became the damn cement block around my feet! My purpose is to climb out of the damn hole I've dug myself into, and it's just getting deeper and deeper.
The lives I've touched? Let me tell you a little about the lives I've touched. The lives I touch have a disturbing tendency to end in painful ways. I'm still suffering from the karmic drawback of the whole-sale slaughter a vampire made me do when he took over my mind. And that's not even the worst of it. Yeah, ok, you guys have come along, probably are the only thing keeping me from putting a damn bullet through my head, but I've got the damn grim reaper of skeletons in my closet and someday, it's going to come back, and I'll have to leave or it'll kill all of you like it will me. *BBKakyoin's in tears at this point.* What I've got is gonna be taken away like everything else.
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Date: 2007-02-28 06:27 am (UTC)The lives I've touched? Let me tell you a little about the lives I've touched. The lives I touch have a disturbing tendency to end in painful ways. I'm still suffering from the karmic drawback of the whole-sale slaughter a vampire made me do when he took over my mind. And that's not even the worst of it. Yeah, ok, you guys have come along, probably are the only thing keeping me from putting a damn bullet through my head, but I've got the damn grim reaper of skeletons in my closet and someday, it's going to come back, and I'll have to leave or it'll kill all of you like it will me. *BBKakyoin's in tears at this point.* What I've got is gonna be taken away like everything else.